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About the author:
My stories are mainly about beautiful, adventurous wives and the confident, open-minded men they love. They explore themes not normally associated with traditional romance novels. Subjects like BDSM, open marriages and group sex are examples of what you can expect from a Natalie Hothorne story.
I believe that all sexual expression, as long as it is consensual, is positive sex and is to be celebrated.
I am blessed to be able and enjoy a rich and diverse sex life. My second husband, Neil, is very supportive and loving. Like my first husband, he understands my need for self exploration and that it sometimes involves other lovers. I like to believe that my experiences help make me a better writer.
What inspired you to write your book?
Like many writers, my stories draw on actual events from my personal life. The anal sex scene in Loving Laurie is no exception.
My first experience was nothing like Laurie's. It happened when I was in college. My boyfriend at the time asked me if I had ever done anal. I was honest and said, 'No, but I would consider it under the right circumstances.' He must have decided that meant he had my consent.
The next time we were together, he was behind me and it was feeling good. Then he pulled out with no warning and worst of all, no lube, just shoved his dick deep in my ass.
I am sure the entire dorm heard me scream. I was more shocked than in pain. We broke up shortly after that, and it was years before I let anyone even get near my butt.
Three years after I married my first husband, he asked me to try it again. He was such a gentle and sweet man that I agreed. Older and wiser, I was leaving no margin for error. I consulted an expert, yes there really was a Mona that helped me out. We did not discover Tush Cush until years later, but she recommended a great lubricant. Her advice, the lube and my husband's slow approach made it one of the most powerful orgasms I have experienced in my life. Something that I hope comes across the page when you read Loving Laurie.
Here is a short sample from the book:
The day had gone by quickly and being one of my earlier days; I was eager to get home and make dinner. I had planned on one of Laurie’s favorites. Chicken and andouille sausage with Alfredo over farfalle pasta. I had made it a few times for her. I don’t know which she enjoyed more, eating it or watching me prepare it. I tend to be very organized and will prep all the ingredients before starting the actual cooking.
When I got in the door, I gave Laurie a quick kiss hello. “How was your day? Did you find any bargains?”
"I picked up some nice things. I got you a few things too. They're on the bed."
"I will take a look," I told her, eager to get changed and begin cooking. I headed into the bedroom.
I saw the sweaters Laurie had bought me as soon as I walked into the room. She had spread them out on the bed. I had mentioned to her last week how cold it was in my office at the store. I was touched that she had thought about me during her day at the mall. Normally I would try them on and show her how they looked. Tonight though, I wanted to get cooking, so I pulled on a pair of faded jeans and an old sweatshirt.
I heard the disappointment in Laurie's voice when she said "Oh you didn't try them on, don't you like them"
"They're perfect, just my style. I will try them on after we eat."
"I guess you didn't see the other things I bought then." she pouted
I gave her a confused look.
"Under the sweaters. It's ok you can see them after dinner"
Now I was curious. I went to see what she was talking about. Laurie followed me to the bedroom.
I pulled back the sweaters and found a small black bag with 'Ignite Your PASSIONS' stenciled in red. I recognized it as the logo of an upscale shop that sold all types of sex toys and apparel. To the best of my knowledge, Laurie had never been there before.
I gave her a curious look as I opened the bag. There were two items in the bag: a small bottle of lube and a slender blue dildo. It surprised me, we had never used sex toys in our lovemaking before.
"It's not very big," I told her.
"That's the idea," she replied "Come on, I'll explain while you make dinner."
This should be interesting, I thought to myself.
While I was pulling out the cutting board and getting everything I needed to make dinner, Laurie poured us each a glass of wine. I set about slicing the pepper and onion. She took a seat at the breakfast bar where she could watch as I went about my prep.
"So, when I got up this morning, I kept thinking about that scene in the movie last night. You know the one where he had his dick in her butt?" she asked.
"Yes, I remember. You said it wasn't something you would be comfortable trying and I understand. I would never want you to do something you're not comfortable with just because you think I might like it." I looked her in the eye, wanting to emphasize my point. "I mean it"
"Yes, but what if we tried it and I liked it? I didn't think I would enjoy camping when you asked me to go with you, but I had a ball. I didn't think I would like Indian food when you made it, but I tried it and it was delicious. What if this is like that and I just don't know what I am missing?"
"What changed your mind? You seemed to have a lot of concerns when we talked about it."
I had a conversation today that helped me get over my concerns. She said she and her husband do it often and she loves it
I looked up in shock and damn near cut my finger instead of the onion I was slicing. The thought of Laurie discussing butt stuff over lunch with Liz was something I couldn't imagine. I had always thought of her older sister as being rather conservative.
"You talked to Liz about this?"
"Oh get real, I don't think she and Ted have ever had sex in daylight, let alone in Lizzie's ass." She quipped.
"When Liz and I were done for the day, I stopped in at Passions, you've seen it. It's past the mall on the left side."
I knew the store she was talking about. I nodded, adding the sausage to the hot skillet.
"Well, it's nothing like I was expecting. It's very upscale and classy. They have some great outfits and all kinds of things in the bedroom. You would not believe some of the stuff they have, expensive though.
"What made you decide to stop there?" I was curious to know.
Well, two younger teachers were talking about it the other day. They even have seminars there.
"Sex seminars?" I asked skeptically.
"Well, I don't know what the exact name they use, but the girls were talking about a class they had gone to on oral sex. They had signed up on a lark but said they had learned a few things."
"I don't think either of us needs lessons on that subject, do you?" Laurie gives the best blow job I have ever had, and she seems equally thrilled by my technique.
"Not at all! But I thought they might give me some guidance on how to get over my concerns."
"And did they?" I asked as I put the sausage chunks on a napkin to drain and then added the chicken and vegetables to the skillet.
"Oh my God, let me tell you. The woman that waited on me was sooo knowledgeable. She looked like a librarian, but the sexy kind, not old and grumpy or anything like that."
I added a little chicken stock to the pan and checked the pasta.
"I think she knew I was a little nervous, so she let me look around for a bit. She told me they focus on high-quality products. When I got up the nerve to ask about the seminars, she said they usually have a couple a month. They change up the topic every month."
I added the Alfredo sauce a little at a time until I had the light consistency I was looking for and then added the sausage back into the pan.
"She asked what I was interested in. When I told her, she took me over to one of the display counters and explained about different lubes. She suggested a small probe to start, might help me get used to having something in there. She showed me a couple of her favorites and helped me pick out the one I bought. She said the lube I picked out is very popular with her gay clients. I figured that was a good sign, because, well, you know."
"Yes, I know," I said, stirring the pasta into the sauce.
"She even gave me some tips on how to make sure I'm fresh and clean down there, so I'm not worried about that whole issue."
"Sounds like you had an educational day," I said, setting our plates on the table.
"I did. Mona was super friendly and not pushy at all…"
"Wait," I said, interrupting her. "Your sex expert is named Moooan…ah?" I chuckled, thinking it had to be a made-up name.
"You are such a child." Laurie rolled her eyes and continued, "She was very nice, she even signed me up for their rewards program so I got 20% off today. I picked up a few pamphlets for upcoming couples seminars that looked interesting"
"This is delicious by the way."
"Thanks, so maybe after dinner we can try out your purchases?" I asked somewhat hopefully.
"Mona said it is best to be super relaxed and have plenty of time when you do it the first few times. So I thought maybe tomorrow afternoon when we get back from your parents' house, we could open a bottle of wine and spend the afternoon in bed.
"Sounds great to me." I told her, "Maybe tonight we can take a walk after I do up the dishes."
"Oh, I think we can get plenty of exercise without having to go for a walk," she said, unbuttoning her jeans.
I let the dishes wait and followed her to the bedroom.