Leather and Love; tales of straight men sex-ploring BDSM and how I grew into the BDSM by Buck Rougher
This is auto-biographical account of my sexual development.
From childhood to adulthood, to learning about my first BDSM experiences.
The evolution of my taste for BDSM
INTRODUCTION
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About the author:
“BDSM is a form of fetish play that is foreplay before sex or with sex. The core of all sex is a form communication and at the center is LOVE between two partners.”
What inspired you to write your book?
If someone reads this they might identify why they are depressed or having strife in life, and can understand themselves better to free themselves and heal. It is probably the basis of a lot of folks, that don’t have good personal boundaries and can not say no.
Here is a short sample from the book:
his side his hand touched the side of my chest and ribs. His hand then became flat upon my chest as he rubbed my nipples back and forth. He inched over towards me and began rubbing his smooth warm hand over both of my nipples up and down my stomach , and finally, he rubbed the shaft of my penis. We never removed our underwear.
I returned the favor and straddled over him. I could feel his penis through his underwear rubbing me underneath my dick. We rubbed back and forth as I pressed both of my hands holding his shoulders down. I licked his neck. I licked his nipples and I took my tongue and licked it all the way down to the edge of this band strap on his underwear. My tongue and mouth clamped onto his hard shaft through the white underwear. I remember smelling and seeing a wet spot on his underwear. I licked it.
It was the first time I had ever tasted cum, I wanted to go further and actually lick his ( first chapter)
Chapter 3
My precum started to lubricate my hand as I took long, slow strokes up and down my shaft. As his tormentors increased the voltage to his body, as he writhed, I started to feel the pleasure of climax and I watched his naked body. Every muscle , my hard-on, and his taught muscle with electricity running through his muscle, my penis muscle shot out a huge load, that I could not deny that was turned on by bondage and pain.
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